LuShan

 When I wake up I reach over to your side of the bed

Only to remember that I can’t get the thought of you still here out of my head

And I always think about you when I know I probably shouldn’t still

But the pain is there and it’s so real

So real I can taste it

But can’t erase it

From every fiber of my being

It’s the truth I’m not seeing

When I look at you

I wish the visions in my head wouldn’t haunt me like they do

I wish the memories that are the strongest wouldn’t be all about you

And I’m starting to realize that the lies you told were true

But my heart won’t allow me to hate you

Becuz  I still need  you here

The roses never bloom when you’re not  near